Desire

She Chose Her Own Gravity

The Somatic Disconnect

For Claire, the gym is not a place of recreation; it is a foreign country where she is a tourist fumbling with the language. Post-divorce and navigating the exhaustion of single motherhood, she suffers from a “somatic disconnect”—a feeling that her body is a landscape she has been exiled from. She moves through the world apologizing for taking up space, viewing her physical form as a collection of flaws and failures. She believes she is invisible, a necessary fiction that helps her survive the bright lights and mirrored walls of The Core Collective.

She is trying to survive the hour. She is trying not to drop the weight.

A New Body

Then, Adriana steps in.

Adriana is the instructor who does not offer platitudes; she offers mechanics. She teaches Claire that strength is not about force, but about alignment—about learning to hinge, to pop, to hold. Under Adriana’s guidance, and eventually her touch, Claire begins to map a new geography of her own body. The relationship that blooms between them is not just romantic; it is restorative. It is an “unmaking” of the careful, grieving woman Claire had become.

But the outside world, in the form of a litigious ex-husband and a judgmental society, threatens to turn their sanctuary into a liability. Claire must decide whether to retreat into the safety of the shadows or to stand in the terrifying, beautiful light of her own truth. She must decide which weight is heavier: the judgment of others, or her own happiness.

The Two Main Characters

• Claire: A graphic designer and mother who has spent years making herself smaller to fit into a shrinking life. Plagued by guilt and the fear of being an “unfit mother,” her journey is one of physical and emotional reclamation—learning that she is not broken, just heavy with burdens she was never meant to carry alone.
• Adriana: The owner of The Core Collective, a woman whose physical strength masks her own vulnerability about being a “secret.” perceptive and grounding, she refuses to let Claire hide, offering a steady hand and a challenge: to choose her own gravity.

The Setting: Chrome and Sunlight

The story oscillates between the clinical, exposed world of the gym and the intimate, domestic spaces where real life happens.

• The Core Collective: A cathedral of mirrors and iron, where Claire first learns to see herself not as a failure, but as a force.
• The Saturday Market: A chaotic, vibrant river of humanity where the professional veil drops and the personal begins.
• Claire’s Garden: A space of growth and light, where the final integration of her life—mother, lover, self—takes root.

Desire is a story about the somatics of love. It explores the terrifying process of re-inhabiting a body that has been abandoned, and the courage it takes to stop apologizing for the hunger that lives there.