Broadacres
Chapter 7
The name Broadacres changed the temperature of the room.
Colin had been in a workable mood until Jean mentioned Grace Gray at breakfast. Workable meant he had criticized the coffee, the north cooler, the cost of diesel, and the guest who wanted oat milk, but had not yet raised his voice. Jean, who had been reading the community notice board on her phone, said only, “Grace is opening the lower field for fire crews again if the wind shifts.”
The room changed.
Colin set down his mug. “Must be nice to give away what you did not have to earn.”
Jean lowered the phone. “It is for fire crews.”
“It is for applause.”
Lizbeth did not look up from her yogurt. “Grace does not need applause. People do it anyway.”
“People are fools.”
Kath spread jam on toast and said nothing. Silence had become one of her assigned tools.
Colin turned to her anyway. “You stay away from Broadacres.”
Kath paused. “I do not know where it is.”
“Then you cannot accidentally wander there.”
Lizbeth’s spoon clicked against the bowl. “Dad.”
“What?”
“She has been here a week. You are making it interesting.”
“I am making it clear.”
Clear. Colin used the word the way other people used a fence.
After breakfast, clarity became work.
Colin sent Kath to weed the herb beds beside the farm shop because a couple from Vancouver had booked a “harvest picnic experience” and Lizbeth wanted the beds to look lush, not half-starved. The herbs were mostly for guests. In the actual kitchen, Jean used dried oregano from a bulk bag and apologized to no one.
Kath knelt in the dirt with a bucket beside her and listened to Lizbeth rehearse charm near the shop.
“Broadacres has that old-money conservation thing,” Lizbeth told a guest. “Very rustic, very tasteful, very impossible to get invited to unless you donate to the right causes.”
The guest laughed. “Do you go?”
“God, no. We’re working farmers.”
Kath pulled a weed too hard and brought half a thyme plant with it.
Working farmers. The phrase did its usual trick: true enough to pass, false enough to sell. Grace Gray’s name moved through the farm all morning, attached to complaint, envy, admiration, and rumour. A delivery driver said Grace had once landed a helicopter on the highway in a snowstorm. Miro said she paid invoices the day she received them, which in his voice sounded more miraculous than aviation. Jean said nothing after breakfast, but when she wrapped leftover scones for the cottage guests, she put one aside on the counter and labelled it G in pencil.
“Does Grace come here?” Kath asked.
Jean looked at the scone, then at Kath.
“Sometimes.”
“Colin allows that?”
“Grace does not ask Colin to allow much.”
The answer stayed with Kath all day, small and solid as a key.
Grace came at four.
Kath knew because every person in the farm shop became aware of the driveway at once. Not noisy. Worse: adjusted. Lizbeth stopped arranging jars. Colin emerged from the office with his public face half assembled and his private irritation showing through the seams. Jean wiped her hands on her apron twice and picked up the pencilled scone.
The truck that came up the drive was old, green, and entirely indifferent to charm. A large dog sat upright in the passenger seat as if inspecting the orchard’s moral condition.
Grace Gray stepped out wearing work pants, a faded blue shirt, and boots that had chosen function over flattery years ago. Her hair was grey, cut short, flattened on one side by a cap she had left on the dashboard. She did not look like wealth. She looked like someone who had read the invoice and still brought the truck.
“Colin,” she said.
“Grace.”
The name between them had history with teeth.
Jean came forward with the wrapped scone. “For the road.”
Grace took it. “You remembered ginger.”
“You complain if I don’t.”
“I complain with purpose.”
Lizbeth made a small sound that might have been a laugh if Colin had not been watching.
Kath stood behind the counter with a roll of labels in her hand, trying not to stare and failing. Grace’s gaze moved over the farm shop: the staged crates, the chalkboard, the polished jam, Kath’s borrowed shirt, the name tag that said KATE J. Nothing in her face changed, but Kath had the unpleasant sensation of being read accurately from too far away.
“You must be Eileen’s girl,” Grace said.
Colin’s head snapped toward Kath.
The room went airless.
Kath’s hand tightened around the labels. “Kath O’Kane.”
Grace’s eyes sharpened, not with surprise. Approval, perhaps, though Kath did not trust herself to name it.
“Kath,” Grace said. “Good.”
Colin stepped between them with the forced joviality of a man closing a gate. “Grace only stopped in for Jean’s baking. Broadacres too grand for its own kitchen now?”
“Broadacres has a kitchen. It also has standards.”
Jean looked down, smiling despite herself.
Grace took a jar of apricot jam from the display and set cash on the counter. “For the fire crew pantry. If the wind turns, I will open the lower field again.”
“So Jean said,” Colin replied.
“Then you have been warned twice. A luxury.”
“We can manage our own property.”
“Fire is rarely impressed by boundaries men draw on paper.”
For one second, Kath thought Colin would say something unforgivable in front of guests. Instead he smiled.
“Always dramatic.”
“Only when underfunded.”
Grace picked up the jam and scone, nodded once to Jean, then to Kath. “Keep your boots near the door.”
“Why?” Kath asked.
“Because smoke season rewards the prepared and mocks the confident.”
Then she left, dog and truck and all, carrying with her the strange authority of someone who had not asked permission to enter or depart.
Colin watched the truck until it turned onto the road.
“You see?” he said to Kath, as if Grace had proven his point by existing. “That is what money does to people. Makes them think every room wants their wisdom.”
Lizbeth looked at the cash on the counter. “She paid exact.”
“That was not the point.”
Kath looked toward the road where the green truck had vanished. For the first time since arriving, she had seen someone speak to Colin as if his anger were weather, not law.
The valley widened again.
Later, in the washhouse, Kath asked Jean where Broadacres was.
Jean looked toward the open door before answering. “Other side of the ridge. The old Gray place.”
“Why does Colin hate Grace?”
Jean folded a towel badly, unfolded it, and began again. “Colin wanted to lease that land years ago. Grace bought it into conservation instead. Then she started the residency.”
“Residency?”
“Artists. Musicians sometimes. Writers. People who can afford to be impractical for a month.”
Kath heard the last sentence in Jean’s voice and knew it had been learned from Colin.
It also changed how Kath saw the map of the property in her head.
Until then, Jackson Orchard had felt like the only real geography. Roads led to it, labour began and ended there, meals and sleep and Colin’s moods determined the edges of the day. Vernock was a market square and a bus stop. The lake was distance. The ridge was secrecy.
Broadacres, once named, made the valley wider.
Not safer. Wider.
That was worse in some ways. A cage was easier to endure when a person could convince herself the cage was the world.
“Is Grace impractical?”
Jean smiled before she could stop herself. “No. That is why he hates her.”
The answer stayed with Kath all day.
At the ridge that evening, Alex brought cherries in a paper bag and a map torn from the back of a Roanstone festival flyer. She had marked Broadacres in pencil.
“For orientation,” she said. “Not invitation.”
Kath took the map. “You heard Colin?”
“No. I know Colin.”
“He told me to stay away.”
“Then he has saved me from subtlety.” Alex sat on the stone, leaving the usual distance. “Grace Gray owns Broadacres. She also funds half the unglamorous arts infrastructure in Vernock. Instrument repairs, bus rentals, bursaries, emergency rehearsal space when school gyms flood. She used to fly search and rescue. Now she terrifies committees.”
“You admire her.”
“Yes.”
“Does she terrify you?”
“Only when I deserve it.”
Kath poured cherries into her palm. They were dark and nearly overripe. “Why are you telling me?”
Alex looked at the map instead of Kath. “Because if you ever need somewhere that is not Jackson Orchard, Broadacres is real.”
The word real did more than safe would have done.
Safe was often a promise people made on behalf of places they did not understand. Real meant imperfect, locatable, reachable by road.
“I am not in danger.”
Alex did not answer quickly.
Kath looked at her. “Do not.”
“Do not what?”
“Look like you are deciding whether to believe me.”
Alex took that in. “All right.”
“I mean it.”
“I know.”
The lake below them had gone steel-blue. Smoke softened the far shore. From somewhere over the ridge came the faint thump of machinery, then the long beep of a truck reversing.
“I am not asking you to leave,” Alex said. “I am telling you there is a door.”
“Doors belong to people.”
“This one belongs to Grace.”
“That does not make it mine.”
“No.” Alex folded the map once. “But knowing a door exists is different from being told there are only walls.”
Kath hated the sentence because she wanted it.
She ate a cherry to avoid answering. The fruit burst dark and sweet against her tongue. Juice stained her thumb.
Alex noticed. Kath saw her notice and saw her choose not to make it a moment.
That choice made it one.
Kath wiped the juice on her borrowed pants and immediately regretted showing that she had noticed too.
Alex looked away, but not quickly enough to make the courtesy invisible. “There is also an archive room. Local recordings, mostly. Some sheet music. Oral histories. Grace says every valley family believes it invented hardship and therefore someone should keep receipts.”
“Does she collect everyone?”
“No. People offer things. Sometimes after someone dies. Sometimes after someone finally admits the basement is damp.”
“That sounds like a warning.”
“It is information.”
“You are very fond of information.”
“It is one of my less romantic qualities.”
Kath looked at the map instead of Alex. “Do you have romantic qualities?”
The question came out before she could inspect it.
Alex went still.
Wind moved through the grass. Somewhere below, a dog barked at a vehicle.
Kath could have taken it back. She did not.
Alex’s voice, when it came, had lost its easy surface. “I have been accused of writing excellent grant applications.”
“Devastating.”
“And carrying extra pencils.”
“How has anyone resisted you?”
“With effort, I assume.”
Kath laughed, and the laugh put colour in Alex’s face.
That was new: the knowledge that she could do that.
Kath ate another cherry because power, even small and mutual, needed somewhere to go.
“What kind of residency?” Kath asked.
“Small. Serious. No inspirational barn murals, if that is your fear. There is a studio, an old house, a performance room that used to be a machine shed. Grace keeps a piano tuned even though she claims pianos are emotional furniture.”
Kath laughed. “They are.”
“I agree. I do not tell her.”
“Coward.”
“Strategic survivor.”
The ease between them frightened Kath more than flirtation would have. Flirtation could be dismissed as mood. Ease suggested ground.
She looked at the map again.
Broadacres was closer than she expected.
That was the problem with doors.
Once you knew where they were, you had to decide whether not opening them was a choice or obedience.
When Kath returned to the house, Lizbeth was waiting in the upstairs hallway.
“You smell like cherries.”
Kath stopped with one hand on the rail.
“That is very specific.”
“Tom brought us cherries last week. From Menteith’s south block. You did not eat those.”
“Maybe I acquired cherries independently.”
“People here do not acquire anything independently.”
Kath stepped past her. “That sounds exhausting.”
Lizbeth caught her wrist.
Not hard. Hard enough.
“Do not get clever with Alex Simpson.”
Kath looked down at Lizbeth’s hand until she let go.
“Is that advice or instruction?”
“It is self-preservation. You think she sees you. Maybe she does. Alex loves seeing things. Broken systems. Bad policy. Sad girls with violins.”
Kath’s face heated.
Lizbeth saw it and smiled without pleasure.
“There it is.”
“There is nothing.”
“Then it should be easy to stop.”
“Stop what?”
“Going wherever you go after dinner.”
Kath’s pulse moved hard in her throat.
Lizbeth leaned closer. “Dad thinks you are walking because you are restless. I think you are walking because someone is answering.”
Kath said nothing.
“See? Terrible liar.”
Lizbeth went into her room and closed the door.
Kath stood in the hallway with cherry juice still dark under her thumbnail and the map of Broadacres folded in her pocket.
Downstairs, Colin laughed at something on the phone.
The house felt suddenly smaller than it had the night before.